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Tom Sheehan
Poésie saisonnière
Cutting Ice on Rapid Tucker’s Pond
It was always horses, dragging ice
to the wooden ramp obeying chugs
of the gasoline engine, their traces
often slack as the ice slid on ice
and thundered slowly and resolutely
from hard shore to hard shore. Up the
ramp the ice cakes lumbered, six feet
of Arctic beauty before the huge saw
found the blue and silver-red signals
sitting just under cover and waiting
to flash once more before sawdust
poured down on their frantic coloring.
I have no hard memory of the men
who steamed their labors on the hard pond,
who swore and drank coffee from bottles
whiskey belonged in, who went gloveless
and carefree and irreverent to winter.
Of their faces I have no memory, or names,
or how they spent their money downtown,
or where they trod for stitches when
the angry saw went haywire. I only know
they poled ice floes and huge cakes
with an indifferent touch, that they argued
long hours against the cold, the wind,
and the incessant need and desperate need
for sleep, that at zero degrees they mopped
brows with red kerchiefs large as sails.
They were the reverse itinerants
who came not for fruit but for ice drop,
who appeared one Saturday in December
and began to take away pieces of our pond,
huge rectangular chunks they hitched
up to horses shrouded wholly in steam,
their wide mouths rimmed by thick lips
often white with frost around the red tongues.
They wore soft felt hats, brimmed, jackets
so odd you could not find a mate, but boots
with horsehide laces, wide belts, and looked
westward where the sun would set part ways
through the afternoon.
In latest July, ever,
you could find December deep in the icehouse
under the waves of orange sawdust still wet
with some of their sweat, a cool hideaway
to puff the stub of a cigarette, touch a breast,
play hide and seek for hours as winter
sprawled under our feet cold and foreboding
and nearly two floors high inside redan walls
two feet thick.
Mostly I remember the eyes
of a horse who plunged through the ice,
like great dishes of fear, wide and frightened
and full of the utmost knowledge. His front
hooves slashed away at the ragged rim of ice,
but could not lift him out, or leather traces
or ropes or sixty feet of chain, and when he
went down, like a boat plunging, huge bubbles
burst on the surface and a December afternoon
became quiet.
We stood transfixed, as if frozen
in the gray of that day, the itinerant workers,
other horses at rest, my shod friends, as Rapid
Tucker’s Pond began its disappearance under
the edge of yesterday.
Listening for Apples
They've all gone now,
fire engine-red Macintosh,
under batter with cinnamon,
gone to day school via yellow
buses with brown-baggers,
or bruised to freckled
taupe and plowed
under for ransom
and this ritual.
Yet some odd sorts have had
life crushed out of them
for Thanksgiving cup.
Standing on a stiff lawn
downwind of winter, I drop first
cold moons of November into fractured
wheels of apple limbs and hear
bark beg away.
A pine ridge, thicker
than a catcher’s mitt, grabs
half a wind riding off Monadnock
and squeezes wrenching cries,
that hang like wounded
pendants, on necks
of far, thin stars.
Deep in Earth, in a thermal
tube of its own mark, earthworms
grow toward a rainbow trout
sleeping under ice, waiting
to be heard, or an apple’s
last pips still on grass.
The Mercies Found in Light
Across this lightly-echoed pond
my night oars chatter up clouds
of mist as dense as the Milky Way.
Underneath, the fish disbelieve
the sudden warmth of their sky.
It is the darkness makes me love
all the mercies found in light.
Only the blind could love light
more, given one more chance;
a flash of pond face in their eyes,
with a star caught up inside.
If I dare to listen I hear an event
of deep fracture, a shore to shore
cracking underfoot, schismatic,
a round of forgotten artillery;
or my booted cutlery slashing
lines on the moon-white surface,
crackling an electricity that divests
thinnest wires. I am on the pond
past midnight; lo, there comes light.
Clarity speaking on cubes of air.
The wind has teeth at the back
of my neck. Only my left arch
is tired, and that from an accident
once on a night moving lightless.
I'm not blind as my father once was.
Light comes in spheres, or long, thin
lines, in the dusts of explosions,
flares, the cold air, slingshots
of dawn's quick pellets at my teeth;
what first comes as darkness dies,
and all the mercies we’ll ever know.
Tom Sheehan served in the 31st Infantry, Korea 1951-52, and graduated Boston College in 1956. Co-Editor of A Gathering of Memories, Saugus 1900 - 2000, Tom has published 28 books, has 30 Pushcart nominations, a Best of the Net award, two short story awards from Nazar Look for 2012- 2015, and a Georges Simenon Fiction Award. He has 30 Pushcart nominations, and five Best of the Net nominations (and one winner) and short story awards from Nazar Look for 2012- 2015, and a Georges Simenon Fiction Award. He was named Danse Macabre’s 2016 Writer-in-Residence.
Set in the legendary American West, Tom latest collection Jehrico ~ Many Stories of a Mexican Boy Making His Way in the Old West (Hammer & Anvil Books, 2017) is now available in quality paperback exclusively on Amazon.com.